BURN!

The Bible contains six admonishments to homosexuals and 362 admonishments to heterosexuals. That doesn't mean that God doesn't love heterosexuals. It's just that they need more supervision.

BURN! 

Blunders and Aburdities

 Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.   Emerson, Ralph Waldo

Hiatus

I feel like i haven't posted anything on this for a very long time. 

That makes me sad.

Shiny Masochism - I vow to update you! 

Halloween, Everybody Scream

How did we get here?
How the hell...Pan left -- close on the steeple of the church
How did I get here?
How the hell...
Christmas
Christmas Eve -- last year

How could a night so frozen
be so scalding hot?
How can a morning this mild
be so raw?
Why are entire years strewn
On the cutting room floor of memory
When single frames from one magic night
Forever flicker in close-up
On the 3D Imax of my mind
That's poetic
That's pathetic

Why did Mimi knock on Roger's door
And Collins choose that phone booth
Back where Angel set up his drums
Why did Maureen's equipment break down
Why am I the witnessAnd when I capture it on film
Will it mean that it's the end
And I'm alone

The Road Not Taken

The Road Not Taken-Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.




*Today in philosophy, Mr. Keonig dared us to ask the question which path will we take? Will we follow the mainstream of life, blending in, never questioning what we are told. Or will we take this-the road less travelled- where the way is not always clear, where we make our own noise, where we dare to question popular belief.
Today, my resolution is to take that divergent path and to follow it wherever it may lead. Life is not always certain, especially lately, and anyone who knows me knows that I'm probably already a few feet down the less traveled path.
But today I'm taking a philosopher's view about this path and daring to dedicate my life to something different. Because to me life is a highway and I'm gonna ride it and every day's a winding road. My rollercoaster's got the biggest ups and downs, but as long as it keeps goin' round its unbelievable.

inferno

I LOVE APRIL GRAYCE DUNLOP

I HATE MY PARENTS

I HAVE TWISTED BEHAVIORS INVOLVING FOOD

MY LIFE IS THE LIVING REPLICA OF DANTE'S COMEDY

I MISS YOU

I LOVE YOU

COLD NIGHTS AND STREET CORNERS BABY, THATS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING

IF YOU WANT, YOU MAY VERY WELL FIND ME AROUND FLEET STREET I WOULDN"T WONDER

i'm still alive
i'm still going to attend stoga
band camp all the way baby

if the going is all in the getting there, than i really need to find a way that offers better gas milage.

i can't wait for school to start. i'm actually going to be able to see people for the first time in 2 months!

Where Do We Go From Here?

Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
The battle's done and we kind of won
So we sound our victory cheer.
Where do we go from here?
Why is the path unclear?
When we know hope is near?
Understand we'll go hand in hand,
but we'll walk alone in fear.
Tell me! Where do we go from here?
When does the end appear?
When do the trumpets cheer?
The curtain's closed on a kiss,
God knows, you can tell the end is near.
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?


It's been a while. I've been busy, life's had its ups and downs. Trust me, it hasn't been easy. I haven't been online a lot lately, but that's okay. I think i needed a hiatus from the chaos - or at least, from the distraction.

I've missed alot too though, but i'm coming to terms with that.

I've noticed this about myself - i live for the chaos. its suck, but i THRIVE on it. i didn't really know this about myself until things settled down for a couple weeks and i found i didn't know what to do with myself.

how do you move one when you still feel jilted?

or is moving on just acknowledging the feeling and pushing forward anyway?

all i know is its summer now (basically) and i plan to spend it with the people that i love insanely because home is where the heart is.